trenchtown rock

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i didn’t know someone could mean so much, make me feel so broken, and then so happy again. i remember when i first talked to you. january 23 2011. we texted and talked 24/7. you were the first guy to make me feel special. first guy that i was afraid to lose. i was mislead and felt like maybe something could happen between us. we both denied everything, we were just friends. but to me you were more then that. and you have to admit we had something more. we talked to a few months, everyday, and all day, but then you just stopped. and i tried but you found other people to talk to. maybe once in a while id get a text but the convos didnt last long. i wanted to tell you how i felt but i just couldnt. we didnt talk for some time so i was over you and so happy for my self. but then you texted me telling me were gonna hang and the feelings came right back. something between us was perfect. we just hit it off and i never felt so good around someone. you made me feel good and we hung out two whole days in a row and started to talk 24/7 again. then its stopped and i was over you. but it was like you could read my mind and everytime i didnt need you you came to me to remind me i did. we started becoming best friends. you talked to me about everything, about family and girls and i felt so important. but you werent interested in me, i still helped you and talked to you about your girl problems no matter how much it hurt. you friends started telling me we were right for each other. and the feelings come rushing back. now you have a girlfriend and im just more hurt then ever. your stupid little text made me feel so important, your jokes, your laugh, you smile, and you just makes me so happy inside, i just wish you would wanna be with me. i jus wish i could tell you how i feel. i want you to know ill be different then anyone you ever had. i want you to love me, because i already love you…

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